Chapter 1, Part 1

Hey guys!! Finally i'm posting something important (though my previous post was important, any Kellan sexy Lutz news is obviously important in this fandom!) but seriously, I'm posting part 1 of my chapter by chapter of Eclipse! Woo!!

I didn't want to overwhelm you guys by posting the whole thing, because as you all probably know, I write alot. So enjoy part 1, part 2 will be up tomorrow.

Jakes scribbled out note:


Q  Team Jacob fans…“Awww! Damn you Bella, it‘s Jake you want!”

Team Edward fans: “Whatever, Shut up Jake!”

I told myself I would not be biased, but let me tell you this, every time I read this section, even after reading Breaking Dawn, the first thing that comes to my mind is “Ok that’s pretty sad, but come on Jake you’re just trying to make her feel bad so she’ll come running back to you!” I’m sorry, he basically put his feelings in one note, and if he was worried about the note being “harsh” then he would’ve put the last un-scribbled sentence on a fresh piece of paper, but then again, I may be over analysing it. I still think that even after I read how much Jake had given up for her, to be with her, and how much pain he’d gone through, it rubbed against me in the wrong way. I felt that it was a good way to make Bella feel bad to make her go back to him. Let’s be honest, he’s a good contester in this “love game” I mean it almost worked didn’t it?

Charlie cooking, and “blackmails” his own daughter *tut tut!*:

Charlie cooking?! That’s what we all probably thought, but as he reminds Bella, he did live alone for so long before she came, and he survived off his cooking, even if it is hard to believe (he most likely ate at the diner most nights, or relied on take out!) So Bella‘s thinking, “why is Charlie cooking?” as are we, and because she is created by Stephanie to be a simple minded “bland” character, when we read it we become Bella, and of course as readers we’re entitled to ask questions.

It seems he’s “cooking” to get to Bella’s soft side…basically he’s setting the, as I like to call it “blackmail trap” Now I love Charlie as much as the next person, but he is a sly papa!! So Charlie’s slightly reluctant on getting to the point, so he plays with his sentences before finally laying down the trap… she’ll be ungrounded if she learns to balance out her time with Edward, in short “I want you to stop seeing Edward and go see Jacob and your friends… or you’ll be grounded for life! He left you once, what if he does it again?” Ok it may not be as harsh as that, but we all know he was thinking it! He prefers it if she was with someone else, someone like Jacob because Edward left Bella, who in his absence became a living corpse and it was Jake who brought her back to life - Its funny how one essentially takes her life hypothetically when he leaves, and the other is a breath of fresh air, and brings her back… is Jake like oxygen, and Edward a dementor? (Harry Potter reference, SORRY, but for those who don’t know, a dementor is a magical creature who essentially sucks the happiness out of you when around it, or if you’re an unlucky being and get kissed by one, you’ll be left soulless) I’m not saying Edward is evil, but isn’t that what vampire’s are capable of, sucking the life out of you? As harsh as it may sound it’s true. A Vampire is a living corpse, their heart doesn’t beat, blood doesn’t run through their veins, and they don’t need food, water, or even oxygen to survive.

I don’t like thinking of Edward as being evil, obviously he’s not sadistic like James, or the Volturi are, thank God, but he is what he is. Edward learns to control his thirst around her, by feeding more often, being apart from Bella, and believing she was dead, made her even more “fragile” so he wasn’t tempted by her “wine” as much. Of course Edward and the Cullen’s are good vampire’s, they’re vegetarians! When Bella opens the door for him, he smells her wrist, I thought it was pretty darn cute. Bella was sad at the thought of him having to resist temptation, around her all the time, but if Edward puts down his guard, he’ll be upset if he hurts her.

Charlie shows a lot of hostility towards Edward in Eclipse, we caught a glimpse of how it may be at the end of New Moon, when Edward emerged out of the car carrying Bella, who looked like she was unconscious. Charlie doesn’t express his “hatred” towards Edward in such words, but his hints at Bella, his huff and puffs whenever Edward’s around, or whenever he’s mentioned, and Bella’s observations are stated in the book. Though we all knew no matter what Charlie said, and asked Bella to do, she wasn’t going to leave Edward, ever, but it was cute, I always find myself smiling whenever Stephanie showed Charlie being a parent, because it’s not how people portrayed him to be, he was the chief of police, the big tough guy who carry’s a gun, and goes fishing with his friends. Like I said, I do love me some Charlie, he’s such a cute pop!

Comment this post with your thoughts!
Peace X

Re-Vamped the blog!!

As you probably already can see I've re-vamped the blog, thanks to Emma, who is always there when I need her =D So again thanks Em!!
Just wanted to let you guys know that I'm very excited that Kellan Smexy Lutz is going to be starting a new project soon... *cheers* I'm not sure if it's confirmed yet but I'm hoping it will be because i've got my hopes up already haha! Oh so the project is called "First Love then Marriage" It's a romantic comedy, and he will star along side Mandy Moore as her husband and Gwenyth Paltrow's mum Blythe Danner and Christopher Walken. Here's a quote I found "The film centers around Mandy's marriage counselor character, who after finding out her parents have separated, does all she can to bring them back together, to the detriment of her own new marriage" (http://www.hollywoodcrush.mtv.com/) It's being directed by Dermot Mulroney who directed my best friends wedding so it sounds promising!

Ofcourse I'm excited, (because it's Kellan) but what about you guys, what do you think? Do you think he'll be able to take on this role and do it justice? Because not everything is based on good looks, and a scumptious body... *sigh* lol!!
Comment and let me know =D

I'm sooo sorry!!

I'll go straight into it... I haven't been online posting because i'm ill... and I'm sorry! I know I promised you guys chapter by chapter on the 9th.. but because i'm STILL friggin ill I haven't been able to use my brain that much =/ it's a shameful excuse but it is indeed the truth! I promise... I SWEAR I will post 3 chapters by the end of the week... REALLY i will! I'm in what I call recovery mode, so i'm still ill, but i'm getting better, so it's only fair I give you 3 chapters to make up for my absence. So get reading people!!

I LOVE YOU ALL!! Thanks for you patience, I really look forward to posting my chapters!! WAHOO!!

Brace yourselves... You know what's below!! *Hard to breathe!*

No fangs no fun!

Thanks to KellanLutzOnline.com for the video. and of course ET!

Book club?!

I know i've been "missing" for a month, and for that I can only apologise, so here goes...
I'M SORRY! Am I forgiven? Yes?... No?! Ok so here's something that will make you forgive me, Oh i'm always thinking of new discussions to have on this blog, plus i'm literally ALWAYS thinking about Twilight anyway so it's kind of hard not to. So as you know, actually you don't know because I haven't told you, I'm reading Eclipse again, and I was talking to Emma, or as you guys may know her Zoomage about Eclipse, because she's reading it again too, and I had a light bulb moment... I want to have chapter by chapter discussions about the the series! So we'll start with Eclipse, since i'm reading it already, yeah I'm not one to go by the rule book, so sorry i'm not going to begin with Twilight, that will go second ha! So bascially the gist of my light bumb moment is for us to read each chapter, and every week, i'll blog about, it won't be boring, oh no, no, no, it won't be, that I can promise you, unless you dislike my humour, then I don't know what I can do to help you... *sigh*
I'll basically discuss what's going on in the chapter in a nutshell, give my thoughts on it, and then let you guys pitch in your opinions too. This is not a typical book club, it will be much different!
So i'm going to post chapter 1 tomorrow, I know it's short notice, but like I said, i'll discuss what's going on in the chapter for those who can't remember it, or didn't have time to read it.

I'm really looking forward to this for a number of reasons. Not only is this partly my favourite book, but also because it'll only excite me for the Eclipse LA premier which me and Emma are going to in June with Vanessa, aka TwiSisterhood, and it'll be a nice reminder of what should or shouldn't be included in the movie- though it's too late to do anything about it now- and for those who have read the script, of course you're welcome to pitch in, but please don't spoil it for us- Thanks!

Ok so I hope you look forward to this, I sure am! Look even Muscles is excited...

Erm Bella? It's the 21st Century!

Hey Bella? Babe... it's the 21st century, the world's technology has developed beyond Einstein's imagination, yet you don't take advantage of this and buy yourself a mobile (cell phone) WHY?!

Hey don't get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with not having, or wanting a phone, but for Bella it should be a necessity- especially with her being a danger magnet and all.

Don't you think it could have saved her from ALOT of bother through-out the series? In the movie she had a cell but in the books a phone could have saved herself the stress.

In Twilight she was always wondering where Edward was, rather than pondering where he was, what he was doing, she could have got his number (Maybe it would be in the yellow pages- if Stephanie wanted to she could have - so don't laugh at my concept hehe) from someone- it could be on the school record- hey if the nomads could get Bella's deets, then Bella could get Edward's- and text him like "So, Ed babe... where you at?" Come on admit it, it's not such a bad idea right? Rather than searching for him at school, anticipating his return, she could have saved herself all those sleepless nights! I'm sure that would have surprised Ed babe- sorry Edward- just imagine, there he is hiding away in some forest, and all of a sudden he receives a text from the last person he wanted to hear from!

She could have saved herself from those creeps in the ally by calling the police, or even better, she could have pretended to make a phone call to someone really dangerous to scare off the creeps- Like: "Hey I told you not to hurt him! He only wanted to talk- Wow I didn't realise you could do that much damage to a person who came near me!" I mean if they're scared of Edward, then they may have been afraid of the mysterious person on the phone to the pretty girl walking alone at night! She also could have called Angela or Jessica to tell them she's lost. This would have been possibly better than my idea about her "calling someone dangerous" to scare them off.

In New Moon she could have stayed in contact with Alice at least- like in the movie she's emailing her, she could have left her a voice mail, or text her every so often- letting her know she's fine. OH Alice could have called her when she had a vision of her jumping off a cliff- could have saved the journey- I hope Bells would have lied to get her back because without out Alice's return, Bella wouldn't have been reunited with Edward- and that would kill us Team Edward fans! She could have even kept in contact with Charlie whilst in Italy- poor guy was worried sick- worried for his daughter, while she was away without a care- galovanting across the globe (That's what my friends mum said when she was telling her the gist of New Moon- look Mrs X- Bella couldn't tell Charlie she was off to Italy to save her vampire boyfriend from the Italian vampire mafia could she? Rather than her going to the airport, she'd have been sent away in a straight jacket- then what would have happened?!)

In Eclipse when Edward didn't let her visit Jacob she could have text him to let him know she's fine, and to check up on him atleast- hey I may have realised that I learnt to put up with Jacob and I am not actually Team Switzerland, but the dude atleast deserved an explanation, even if it would be via text! Whilst in the tent before the battle, she could have uploaded a video of a fire and imagined being warm- hehe- sometimes it works, when you're really cold to imagine lying on the sun or something! Or after Jacob over heard Edward and her convo about their top ten best nights- rather than having Edward run after him, she could have called him and explained!

In Breaking Dawn- I think she got her own phone- or she may have borrowed one of Edward's many phones- he's been around for some time, obviously he's had to live in the now, she that also means updating on technology! hehe- she called Edward somehow when she was hunting with Jacob and Renessme (see wasn't that simple?! and he arrived quicker than he would have if she had made Jacob go get him!)

There is probably many more times when Bella could have saved herself, and others alot of bother through-out the series, but these are the main ones I can think of.

One main reason I can think of her not having a cell is because maybe Stephanie wanted to show how vulnerable Bella was, to justify Edward's protective nature. Even though it's like a natural reflex for the Cullen's- Jasper for example, even though Alice is perfectly capable of looking after herself he still defend her- (Bella's graduation party- scaring Jacob when he got in the way of Bella and Alice leaving) and also in the battle scene when he was protecting her in battle too- so she wouldn't have to do much- now thats sweet! Bella to Edward is like a glass ball, it's very delicate, if it drops it will break- their love for each other is strong, but while she was human she was like a glass ball, but once she was a vampire, she's like a metal ball, hard and strong, but even metal can dent! Also Bella is described as needing protecting- even Jacob finds himself protecting her, and he thinks its annoying when Edawrd protects her from in his eyes silly things like the fight between Paul and Emmett.

Apart from the obvious- the story would be very different- that's all the main reasons, my brain can create atm- i'm kinda tried, and I have a very comfy warm bed, and a pillow fight waiting for me! hehe! But if you think of anything let me know (= would love to know!

Peace!! X

Love Lockdown?

Now before Kanye interupts me, I better get straight to the point (=
I was in the line in the cinema to watch New Moon again- my friend had gone to get some drinks, and I was waiting in line to go into the theatre hall- there were a few girls behind me talking about the movie and the cast. Being who I am, I joined in, by smiling and laughing with them first. Whilst talking to them, I found that they were just fans of the movies and of Rob and KStew- there's nothing wrong with that right? The convo side tracked just a little, from talking about the cast and movie to their love for Rob. They said if they saw Rob they would pounce on him, we all laughed because they were joking- I hope! One of the girls in the group also said that if Rob was back in London she would sleep outside the place he would stay, and said that she would do just about anything to get close to him... this is found very disturbing and I pretended to make a phone call to find my friend who was suddenly lost in the food line- to get away from the psyco!
Later that night I began thinking about the types of fans that exist for the books and movies:

• There are fans who love only the books- and think the movies don't do the books justice.
• On the other hand there are fans who love only the movies- because they don't enjoy reading, or do have time etc... or just don't want to.
• There are fans who like myself love both the books and movies.
• Some fans who love the actors and will watch the movie to support them.  
• There are the new fans who are all the above and will continue watching the actors in future projects- I know I will- especially Rob and Kellan's future projects (=

I'm sure there's plenty more catagories for fans- but that's all I got at the time. Thinking of the types of fans that exist, it led me to think about where the actors would be without the amount of love and support they receive for their work right now. Even though I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE the books and now the movies, I'm not that bewildered by them that I believe that Rob is Edward- because News Flash- as hard as it may be to believe- Edward is a fictional character!
I'm pro actor too, I love all the cast, I think they do a brilliant job and do the movie and characters justice, and also because they enjoy the series too, now when I get the chance to see them, yeah I'm going to express the above, and i'll be cheering for them, but I want to see them happy, and enjoying their fame, not hiding from it!! I'll be honest, I get really annoyed when I hear that fans overstepping the mark, crossing the "This-Is-My-Personal-Space" line. Rob for example has stressed time and time again that he doesn't like big crowds- that he's afraid of being stabbed- yet some fans feel the need to express their love to such an extent that it pisses me off, as i'm sure it does to ya'll! There are times when I'm a worried TwiFan =/
This also got me thinking ahead- God so much thinking in one night-talk about system overload! But anyway back to the point- Back off Kanye!! Where would the cast be with less support and attention? Would magazine editors want some cast members on the cover of their magazines if they weren't so big in the media right now? It's Rob, KStew and Tay Tay mania right now... it's cover after cover, interview after interview, movie production after movie production- not only for New Moon but also their other projects- they're in convos - literally EVERYWHERE! But would it be like that if they had less support? Would the movie's just be movie's if it wasn't for people and their love for the actors? Would they make as much as they are in the box office, if it wasn't for fans who go to watch them again and again, (i'm talking about fans who love the actors and their work)? I complain about fans who overstep the mark, but is it because of them that the cast and movie's are so huge right now? I don't know... I can speak for myself and a few others when I say that I want to knock some sense into the obsessive fans, it would make the actors life easier... right?
About 40% of the people who watch New Moon watch the movies because they want to see actors who they think are fit- in action. 10% will watch it because they want to know what the fuss is about, also because they've been dragged into watching it. 50% will watch it because they're fans.
Should there be a limit to the fandom? I've spoken to girls who don't see anything wrong with expressing their love for Rob or Taylor by screaming, shouting, crying, "stalking" them. I've also spoken to girls who are the opposite and believe it's wrong- after all they're human too.
There was something on twitter 2days ago about an attempt to a new trending topic to free Rob- leave Rob alone! What would happen if they do? It's not nice to admist, but the cast are where they are today because of those fans who overstep the mark with them, the media is as obsessive with them as the fans... but it doesn't mean its right!

*I stopped to watch the Thinking Of Rob video...*

The movies are making ALOT of money- you can say it's because of the amount of media attention. I'm all for putting an end to rumours and papz agression towards the cast- and other celebs, it's not fair. I don't agree with paparazzi shots, just because you're a celebrity, it doesn't mean they can't be treated with respect, it's not fair to be followed around by cameras and screaming people- think of it like a herd of people running after you with pitchforks, everything spells DANGER... it's wrong! Honestly, the fact that Rob can't even go to a friends concert in peace...disgusts me! I was speaking to Emma a few days ago about stupid rumours in a magazine I read just to humour myself... about Rob being spotted with a "mysterious" blonde... what's next... Rob out in a bar with Marcus- Heat mag the next day "Rob and Marcus...together?!" The fact is people... either we love Rob and want to see him out and about- meeting and greeting fans in the future. happy, making movies, making music, actually enjoying his fame, or we want to see him cooped up indoors, hating everything! We can atleast support sites and campaigns that are anti papz.
I'm currently having a discussion with TwiSisterhood aka Vanessa about Team North and South- North being Free Rob, South being have everything as it is now. Are we guilty for loving and supporting Rob, as fans are supposed to do? Or are we guilty for supporting lies and cheap shots in gossip magz? I don't want to offend anyone seriously thats the last thing I want to do, but this is something I feel really strong about, like I said I'm pro actor, I want to see them happy, not potentially running for their lives away from sleazy papz. So the question now is... what's to be done? What can we as fans do? I know one thing for sure, I don't want to see Rob hiding away, he's got talent and he's been given an opportunity to show his talent... do we really want to wake up one day and find RPattz has quit?


Peace X